Why I Must DieI am so scared of what I have become. I feel a darkness inside of me that is wanting to strike out on all that I love. It feels as if some outside presence is taking over and bending me to its will. I used to be comfortable in my body, but now I feel like the alien, and that the presence is what is really me.I hurt whoever I touch. Anyone I ever care about feels the sting of the evil that has entombed me. It seems the closer you get to me, the harsher I will crush you. Your feeling will become the victim of a nasty assult. You may give me your heart and watch me play with it and torture it. Watch me as I take your heart and rip it apart slo
My Road To Fame Ch 1What can I say about myself, hmmmm, oh yes. I am just your typical 19 year old gay boy with dreams aimed high. I wanted to be an actor, not just any actor, but a big time actor on the big screen. I know it sounds kind of superficial but it is what I love to do. Ever since I was young I was always pretending to be something that I was not. In fact, I have spent my whole life pretending to be something to fit in with the crowd. You see where I lived being gay was seen as a bad thing, and gay kids were usually treated badly. I had to learn how to act quickly to play the role of the straight guy. But even at school I somehow managed to find mysel
I am sorry I killed youThere we were, standing there. I was looking at him, he was crying. He had lost me, it was over. I had to break his heart, it was the last straw. I felt guilty, making him feel this pain, but I had to do it or else I would continue to go down as well. As much as I loved him, we could not connect on a level we needed to.I guess I should have tried harder, but no matter how hard I tried I could still never understand his jokes. I tried to, but it was out of my reach, I just saw the pain and not the joke.We were separated by a great divide, one which meant we could only be together a little at a time. I guess I should have been there for him
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